#kill your darlings
Last night I watched Kill Your Darlings, in which Daniel Radcliffe looks really hot at times. Times I wouldn’t even recognize him. I bet it’s the hair and makeup that bedazzle me. Anyways, I think I’ll have to watch it again - I don’t quite understand it, there’s a lot of literature references that I’m not familiar with.
Once you get this you have to say five nice things about yourself, and then send it to ten of your favorite followers!
Thank you for the tag :)
1. I make delicious lunches.
2. I have a nice butt and fine legs.
3. I am good at playing games.
4. I always make sure to do my best.
5. I’m good at performing/presenting/talking infront of an audience.
I love this more than words could ever describe.
[TW: discussion of body policing, mental illness and chronic illness]
When I was severely depressed and taking antidepressants, I wasn’t eating right and lost most of my appetite. Most people kept flattering me and saying I looked great, and all I could think was “Jee thanks, I feel like shit”.
Likewise when I got sick with fibro. I lost weight in the beginning and everyone was flattering me for my weight loss even though I was bedridden. When I got a little better, I gained a good deal of weight because I needed to eat in order to maintain my ability to function, but was unable to make any kind of physical effort. So now even though eating *literally* means I am able to perform daily actions, I still get shitty attitudes about my weight (especially from my family).